I can’t help but cry lately
It won’t turn off.
I love him so much,
But does he feel the same?
There are days I just can’t tell
If he is just as happy
Or just living in my little hell.
I just need to feel the love we had before…
The illness was diagnosed,
Before it took control of my body
And it brought me to my knees.
I love you, baby…
But do you love me?
I’m pleading that if the answer is yes,
Please tell me, tell me
For my anxiety is toxic and
My depression is hiding around the corner
Ready to pounce in hopes I run out of air.